Below are some (or those that I can find so far) of my poems. Weeeeird poems. Emo poems. Avoid this if you are emo.

 

 

Open open open open my eyes
Have you not tell me so
thousand times thousand chances
bring out the head for me to see
bring out the stink for me to smell
such an event celebrated occasion
(there’s) no way of running off

Get it all out on me
flash it out wide, huge screen
shall i call the ambulance just in case
eruption of sanity eruption of golden lily

crimsom red within the skies
splattered across the impeccant warm rays
could i live past these days
carryin affections pretty pretty jumpsuit
made up of chimeras and mirages

shall we continue to dance
or kill of the music
tore down these stages
of merciful bad dreams
shall we throw the castle
and kick those sands away
living alas the rest of the days
in certainties and fresh air

keep on repeatin this mistake
pathetic pathetic weakling
now you shall propagate
wake up from sleeping beauty castle

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Once upon a time,
when the hill was high enough for them to stand
(or so they think) they see everything else as
lowlands, pining their noses up high, looking at the clouds above them.

Not realising that the mountain is waaaaaaaaay
higher than the terrains that they were stepping on to.

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hi.
my name is kath.
and… whad’s my name again?
Okay, if my name is kath, how sure can you be that I am kath?
Or is there anyone by the name of kath?
or does kath exists at all?
seems to be a hard question, i supposed.
What is kath?
Nothing can define kath.
Kath can define nothing either.
How kath is kath?
Well its hard to measure kath cos kath is technically not present.
It is neither smelt nor heard.
It is lighter than the 24dm cube of air.
And it can only be felt by supernatural powers.
So clinically speaking Kath doesnt exist.
How do you know that Kath is present?
Kath will cause slight irritation to the eyes and to the nose.
Throat may be inflamed sometimes.
And ears my experience slight deafening sound.
To remove Kath from the air, simply press ESC.
go to add/remove program.
and restart your system.

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AM I SOMETHING ELSE

Something is definitely wrong with me.

The world see me as selfish bastard and ‘jerk’.

I am the evil in their nightmare.

The enemy of their states.

The figure they want to shut down.

The creature they want to shoo off.

When restrictions’ the lock to ambitions.

And rusty chains rot my flesh away.

People see me as invincible.

The dirt in the eyes

The trash of society.

When help was not available.

And allies ran at the sight of me.

I know that its time to run too.

To somewhere nobody lives.

Crept along the corridor,
Banged this head against the grills.

 

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Oh my,
What happened to all these days?
Full of bloody accidents..
Of me and you and me and you
And me and you and me and you

Cant you see the lights?
it was OFF!
So come along to the corridor
and switch it on to see the things you missed in life

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Madness

Covering your ears won’t help
When words seep through the opening
Shouting out loud wont help
When your throat is being held
Then why why why
This whirlwind in the head keep on playin me?
Asked myself of how I used to be
Forgotten the way I am
Used to laugh
Used to smile
Used to focus
Used to love
Used to cry
Used to pray
Then what’s happening?
When the glass had been shattered
When the clay had been broken
Will it be a piece again?
Time flies like the air
Seepin through my sanity
Will I ended up seieng green and pink?
Surrounded by the white walls and metal sleeve
Creating images from pills and pops
Will you forgive me?
When worth and honour stripped
Exposing the nakedness of life

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Stop
Stop thinking
Stop thinking that
Stop thinking that you
Stop thinking that you know
Stop thinking that you know my
Stop thinking that you know my thoughts

Cos its not
Its just your asumption
Why cant just let it be that way
Why you think you are right
When things is like that
Situational shit

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Sometimes i cant feel myself
everything seemed so wobbly and jelly-like
stunned and blurred
“what do you say? I can’t hear or see anything”

I need oxygen tank, someone please get me one.

Things just get into me
Things just get into me

And as my vision blurred back
I forced myself into the water
struggling against my own strength
God, did you see what’s happening?

I am blind,
I can’t hear,
I am restless….
Rest….

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BEAUTIFUL SOUL

Lalalalalala~
The beautiful soul that lies beneath that skin
Haven’t I said that you’re the one?
The bomb defuser that works everytime
When chaos pushed me down off the cliff

I’d like to see your eyes a lil bit more
Through them I see beautiful soul
You are there when stars crumbles down
With you there’s a whole new world

Lalalalalala~
How far the Earth had rotate
Til the poles meet once more
Til the raging seas echoed
Til tommorow never comes
I believe
You believe
We believe

…
in this love

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Heck save me from this whirlwind
Save me
Just freakin save me from this pain

To God I cry out in despair
Eli Eli lama sabacthani?

Crashes of wind and emo turning over the tables
Sanity ran wild and crazy on me
And maybe this is the only thing that I need

I need youuu
I neeeddd youuu
I freakin neeed youuuu to calm me down
And tell me things are okay
And keep me still in peace and contentment
And cry on your shoulder as I crash my loneliness

Lord why could this happen to me?
Am I not Your loving child?
Pierced by sword, crushed by the wand
Of Whom shall I run and hid myself to?

And now that my soul is weary
And my cry went unheard
And soul of confusion and jealousy eloped like never
Of Whom shall I cry if not to You my Lord?

He, of he, who went unseen
The one who went blended with the dark side and shoo me

He, of he, who went and built the wall
Of walls that surround the gate of babylon

Oh how could I leashed my eyes on soulful ownership?
How could I backed my heart and smile a mask?

Be still my heart, please be still
That the days of tommorrow will shout of a better
And now the salt of tears crawl down like rain
Savouring the heat of heart

Why new came at these times?
When new evoked jelousy and cry?
Burning mind raised the doubtful
Of Whom shall I cry if not to You Lord?

Until the day I shall be slept inside the dungeon
As I promised I would love you til no more
Sacrificial life would be laid

As we walked at Valley of the Death
I will hold and protect you
Be burnt by the anger and the wrath
To keep you save with me
Just to keep you save with me

And in time to come
Where there will be Eden that laid infront of us
I will bring you to the sun and the moon
And the new green grass
That shall not be destroyed by the fire that killed me off

And I will love
Til I realise I may of not worth to you
And indeed dead..
Indeed dead..
And dead..
By the sea of saline…

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When his light started to blinded
the truth was that the dimension was warped and nailed to my heart
like the wall in the open field
I was writhing on the granite floor at dawn
what was I hoping for?
With the hangman rope on my eyes
I was thrown at the dark corner of the cell
Only to gather the sparks of light
It was a dream, a dream only
that will end when I open my eyes
But I am seeing
and am listening
so what is happening to me now?
The knot of the rope had been risen up
Will you be moved when I walked past by
Only splashes of hope and dreams within
The dumb human that is still ‘green’ because of hope

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When you see glimmer of light,
you wont know whad kind of source it has
Will it be flicker light.
Flourescent light
Or Red head light.
Assumption burn the heart down
But yet human seem to repeat failure
The world will never change a lot
As human devour on self ego
On things they think and things they do
And things they believe that no one understand
But yet somehow when you decode
You’ll find that toleration is needed in this damn bloody world